Ignorance is a bless for I kneel to God for me to take, out of this loop I break, a pitiful smile I have failed to make, a reason for living I have tried to fake, telling myself do this for your own sake, knowing from the beginning these cursed thoughts I will fail to break.

Trying to find a person to frame, to put away that horrible flame, each time I close my eyes and think about that blessed name, such a simple aim; for me to be happy, I just have to find someone to blame.

They are looking at me from above in a tearful eye, whispering to me “My son there is no point for you to try, from this bottomless prison you need to fly.