For so many years you were there for me, always there when its time to left the shatters of myself when I drop on my knee “Don’t worry a great person you will be, I have faith that from these circumstances you won’t flee, for this is the wonderful you that I see.”

Sara, for us to be apart is nothing more then the work of a cruel thing, everything I have started to hate, wishing for me to get back to my old self for you, yet I keep wondering if it’s too late.

I have repaid your kindness with an absolute blasphemy. Crying, screaming, and falling apart were the emotions I made you feel because of me; never for once have you thought about your own dignity.

“My God I have missed you so much” Were the words of a crying angel said to the thing whom I would call nothing, but the unworthy.

What is this pain Sara? This load in my chest is unbearable, these proud tears that I have never thought I would one day see, are now uncontrollable.

Father is this it? The story of thy beloved to be killed like this? Where would I go from here? How would I escape this fear?

Never have I asked for more, but for my Sara to be next to my soul, never have I asked for more, but for my Sara to be next to my soul.