Emptiness is slowly invading my mind. Consuming my memories; this emptiness is rendering me blind. Soon everything will be gone; my life’s precious memories, my Sara; nothing will I be able find.

A dejavu of an escaping memory of mine:

Rays of light upon a bedroom floor. A Change of the night through an open door.
I’m awake but this not my home; For the first time I was not alone. Reaching out, I touched another skin. Breathing out as she is breathing in. Deep inside I felt my soul aflame.
Will that moment also be destined to fade in vain?

Daylight came as I know it must. Soon my memories will turn to dust.
I would give her anything she asks. If my moments with her could be my last.

From the darkest corner of my mind; where the silence pierce the air.
They are invading the thoughts they are trying tear.
As the silence renders the air; they are riding through my soul and my fear.

An empty vessel shrouded in darkness; alone and confused what am I?
Images of what I knew as life are flashing away, my memories are escaping; he took my life God damn his lies.

Life was just a loan; a gift to be taken away. To only keep her memory; with the little sanity I have left I say; to he whom has driven my thoughts astray. What remains of her memories not to slay.