Forgive me father for I have sinned. A blasphemy against myself I did. for I have let such unholy feeling to be embraced. By a man who was confused. A state of perfection thought he claimed. A chaotic mind he made.

Bless me father for I have known. The sinful path of love that I have drawn; myself into through these times of ruin.

O father the path of righteousness I have left. Allowing such beautifully crafted melodies to effect; my judgment upon thy virulent.

Father, is this my reward for loving unconditionally? The life I have spilled for love unfulfilled. To be damned is a disgrace, she has stabbed my back dreadfully. I loved her loyally, and she spew back blasphemy. To dwell upon her betrayal is my fate for eternity. To look upon myself shamefully, and to bear the bitterness of my naïve fantasy of her; were her final gifts to me.

Guide me father for I have sworn; my loyalty upon thy who would never neglect; my wracked soul will forget. Upon thy who my shattered self will collect.